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jeeeean
09 October 2011 @ 11:41 pm
This is just random fluff I wrote after watching THSK last stage again.
It's really incoherent.
Like, very, incoherent.

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jeeeean
06 August 2011 @ 08:29 pm
This is a tutorial for beginner mixers who are brand new to audacity. It covers the very basics of mixing and syncing.

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jeeeean
21 January 2011 @ 10:48 pm
사랑해요.
사랑해요.
그 말 얼마나 해도 나 항상 믿겠지.
거짓말도 나 항상 맏겠지.
근데 왜?
거짓말 나 알아.. 근데 "믿어요, 이 번에 꼭 진실이야" 이렇게 생각하면, 나 믿겠지.

바보같아.
 
 
 
jeeeean
07 September 2010 @ 10:40 pm
trying to pretend like I'm not affected is a hard thing to do.
it's like trying to pretend that i don't exist.

trying to smile smile smile even when i just want someone to hug me to sleep and let me cry all over their shirt.
i sound like such an emotional girl i don't even know why.

yeah, you were an idiot. 
you lied to me so well i believed all that shit.
you cancelled the plans we made a week ago on the day.
you then go around and fling with different girls every other week.
i don't know if i'm supposed to be angry or sad because i believed you when you fucking lied to me.

then there's all that shit with this stupid competition.
why am i the leader.
why do i have to do all that random shit.
why am i complaining.

fuck.
no seriously.
fuck.
 
 
 
jeeeean
17 August 2010 @ 07:35 pm
Been a while since I posted here since I only use my journal to rant about stupid stuff in my life that aren't worth posting anywhere else.

let's see.
"Concentrate on what you do well, and do even better."

I don't do well in anything so what am I supposed to concentrate on?
I can't sing.. I mean hell, I sing as if I'm going to die and even my family hates me singing.
I can't dance.. I can't remember any KPOP dance moves and it's pretty obvious I'm so stiff I shouldn't even attempt to.
I can't run.. I've been failing at it since I was born and will never be good at it no matter how much I try.
I can't do sports in general.. I can't even catch a ball properly, what else could I be good at.

And.. I can't even study.

So what is my life? What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to do?

Why am I even being negative here, so much for being positive and happy and cheerful 24/7 when I can't even get my head around myself.

Oh and another thing I can't do.. get people to accept me.

That's it. end of my story. don't think anyone will possibly read it.
 
 
 
jeeeean
19 July 2010 @ 03:53 pm
I'm on the one-way trip to hell.
On the one-way trip to hell.
Not returning, not ever.
'Cos hell's the best place to be.
 
 
 
jeeeean
01 July 2010 @ 06:41 pm
 time management, yes I can! :D
 
 
 
jeeeean
02 June 2010 @ 01:27 am
what is this feeling that i feel?
it's so fresh that I don't know where to start.
it's not yearning.
it's not longing.
it's not craving either.

I miss you?
That would be stupid since I am not a clingy person.

I think I am going bonkers. Yes, I'm going mad at your hesitation.
Your hesitation that has already involved into a choice that I refuse to admit.

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and this ranting is public because..................... it's too angsty. Ha-ha.
(actually, it's because ppl who loook at my lj might think I don't update so I'll not friend-lock it~ :o, stupid reason, I wonder what the real reason is..)
 
 
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jeeeean
22 April 2010 @ 06:01 pm
I like rainy days, because as stupid as it sounds I believe that God is crying.
No, I am not a sadist and do not derive pleasure from God's pains but it tells me that I'm not the only one shedding tears and that somewhere across the globe, there's someone else who feels the way I does at this exact moment.

Yes, I know that rain doesn't fall all at once all over the world but it still does provide us with a shimmer of hope that we can see a rainbow, right?
I don't know how, I don't know why but the meaning of a raining day might change, maybe. I just feel it.
 
 
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