it's so fresh that I don't know where to start.
it's not yearning.
it's not longing.
it's not craving either.
I miss you?
That would be stupid since I am not a clingy person.
I think I am going bonkers. Yes, I'm going mad at your hesitation.
Your hesitation that has already involved into a choice that I refuse to admit.
and this ranting is public because..................... it's too angsty. Ha-ha.
(actually, it's because ppl who loook at my lj might think I don't update so I'll not friend-lock it~ :o, stupid reason, I wonder what the real reason is..)