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07 September 2010 @ 10:40 pm
trying to pretend like I'm not affected is a hard thing to do.
it's like trying to pretend that i don't exist.

trying to smile smile smile even when i just want someone to hug me to sleep and let me cry all over their shirt.
i sound like such an emotional girl i don't even know why.

yeah, you were an idiot. 
you lied to me so well i believed all that shit.
you cancelled the plans we made a week ago on the day.
you then go around and fling with different girls every other week.
i don't know if i'm supposed to be angry or sad because i believed you when you fucking lied to me.

then there's all that shit with this stupid competition.
why am i the leader.
why do i have to do all that random shit.
why am i complaining.

no seriously.
jacknotzak on September 8th, 2010 11:19 am (UTC)
"i sound like such an emotional girl i don't even know why."
Because sometimes we need to let loose our emotions?

Just keep breathing and you'll be alright.

(in the meantime, you still have your friends' shirts to cry on)